A New Normal on the Horizon

I haven't posted in while because most of my days have been pretty much the same. Therapy three days a week and trying to get my life back to normal. Normal is what is giving me my largest headache. Some days are really good and others are just one hour, one minute at a time. Everyone tells me that this is normal. For instance some days I wake up feeling like I could sleep another 10 hours... But I keep pushing forward, trying to get better and back into my routine.

I wore small heels to church Sunday, not the ones I planned,  but much smaller, cute but a huge mistake, my ankles and legs were really swollen... and one foot and ankle hurt really bad. But I am so thankful!!! Thankful that I can move.

I worry about the days that my hands tingle or my feet feel numb, but I have recognize that those are things that will eventually go away and If they don't we will just live with it. Like today, I just feel lifeless and kinda of empty inside, but you learn to press on. To remember how God has just been so good and to give him praise because not only did you wake up but you were able to get up....

I should be back to work in another week or so two at the most... So I desire your prayers and I will keep posting, for I fear this is a journey that will never end.